McCoy/Spock slash fic

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Uh, so I read this fic on the kink meme a while back and it was McCoy/Spock and in it Spock had a really small, uh, penis. I think what happens is McCoy tells him he's beautiful and Spock freaks out because previous sexual partners have been so mean to him.
I've looked and looked but I don't have awesome internet powers so I was hoping someone couold point me in the right direction or just, you know, find it for me. :d
Thanks.

K/S AU fic search (crossposted) (edit: found)

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I've read a WIP a while back, in which a young Spock poses as Romulan to hide in plain side&joins up with a crew of smugglers/rebels, formerly commanded by Pike, now by Kirk after Pike got badly wounded in their last fight. 
Don't remember which fractions were involved, but Vulcan served as a neutral zone. Spock bought himself a place on Kirk's crew by helping them steal the Enterprise (Vulcan's new flagship) after they'd lost their own ship.

Anyone know this fic? I'd really like to find out if it ever got finished!^^

edit: found in coments