Looking for a fic-K/S Ponn Far

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Hi,

I am looking for a story I read about 4 years ago.  It was an established fic, it was time for Spock to go into Pon Farr, he won't let Jim help him for fear of hurting him.  He leaves the ship for 2 weeks, he bonds w/a female vulcan, he returns to the ship and all the angst begins.  I know it was multi-chapers.  I remember around 26 or so chapters.  It was a gut-wrenching story.  I cried several times throughout, but they eventually ended up together, after a much fought emotional battle.

I appreciate any help at all, C

One more thing for some reason I think it has one word in the title ex-Heat or Desert...


Found: The Edge...Thank you

Jim rejects the bond

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I'm looking for any stories where Jim and Spock bond, like a Vulcan marriage bond, either out of necessity or accidentally, and Kirk rejects it for whatever reason.

Thank you :-)