traumatized!hero!nu!Kirk, Vulcans are awesome.

[ceridwen02.livejournal.com]

I've been looking for this reboot au fic where Jim saves Vulcan and is regarded as a hero by the Vulcan people; they insist on giving him medical treatment for his extensive physical injuries and mental trauma sustained as a prisoner on the Narada. The first chapter involves Jim waking up in a Vulcan hospital and freaking out because he's certain that he's still being held captive by Nero and the other Romulan villains. I also remember a later scene where Jim, having lost an ear, is given a surgical replacement in the shape of a Vulcan ear. There's another scene where Spock Prime meets him in the gardens of Spock's family home and tries to meld with him, causing a breakdown, and a scene towards the end where Kirk is given honorary Vulcan citizenship. Kirk has pretty vivid night terrors, if I remember correctly. I'm pretty sure it's K/S, Spock acts as his caretaker when he's released from the hospital. I can't remember the title or the author, but I'm pretty sure it was posted on either lj or an independent site. Does anybody have any ideas?

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[coccinelle22.livejournal.com]

I think it is cast out fear : http://archiveofourown.org/works/1019956/chapters/2028737

Kirk saves Vulcan from Nero at high cost to himself. It falls to Spock to pick up the pieces.

[s0mmerspr0ssen.livejournal.com]

I'm so happy you liked my fic and somebody helped you find it again! Hope you enjoy! :)