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[needjensenmpreg.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for some fics but I'm not sure what they were.

I remember one of them had Jim and Spock bonded but there was something about an orb and Spock ignoring his bondmate.

I also remember a story where Jim gets raped and Spock thinks that he has cheated on him and turns the crew against him. Might be mpreg?

Also, I'm looking for any longer stories that have a lot of Jim angst like him hiding his past from the crew, etc...

Any ideas, guys?

Comments

[crystallicsky.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure if it's the specific fic you're looking for because there's no mpreg, but Agony (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3236&warning=1) by CMM sounds pretty similar to the second thing you're looking for, and is worth a look if you're after misunderstandings and angst.

As for general Jim angst and character development:

Ingenious Idiot (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8782048/1/Ingenious-Idiot) by Kanae Yuna is a pretty long gen/crew fic.

jezebel_rising's Long Way Home (http://jezebel-rising.livejournal.com/47772.html) is also good, pre-Jim/Spock but also with a lot of Jim's self-esteem issues and bad relationship with his family.

And finally, a fandom classic at this point, there's no way I can't not rec you distractedKat's Atlas, (http://archiveofourown.org/works/652116/chapters/1187249) if you haven't already checked it out, it's definitely worth the read!

Hope I was helpful and I hope you find the specific fics you were looking for, too!

[piercethesiren1.livejournal.com]

They don't specifically match what you want but I think you might enjoy them...

A New Start by SeekHim https://www.fanfiction.net/s/10360290/1/A-New-Start

If you enjoy this one, definitely read the sequels to it

Shine Like the Sun by kyliselle
http://kyliselle.livejournal.com/13917.html

There is a good amount of angst in this one

Acceptable Losses
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9736490/1/Acceptable-Losses

Star Broken
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6121923/1/Star-Broken

That one made me really sad actually, definitely some good angst

[dark3dbabe.livejournal.com]

http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=6385&warning=1

might be what you're looking for it has MPreg in the WARNINGS but it's WIP and hasn't actually gotten to the MPreg yet.. Spock THINKS Jim cheated on him (but he's wrong, Jim was raped) and breaks up with Jim and everyone on The Enterprise except Bones, Sulu and Chekov turns against Jim.. lots of Jim ANGST

[(Anonymous)]

I think you are looking for these 2 by the same author.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6215525/1/Honey-It-s-Me-or-the-Science-Project

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5277619/1/Guilty-Until-Proven-Innocent

[needjensenmpreg.livejournal.com]

That's it!! Thank you!

[needjensenmpreg.livejournal.com]

Thanks guys! I'll check out the others!!!