Looking for Hurt!Spock

[kinetickeyboard.livejournal.com]

Hello!

I’ve used ST-ficfinder a handful of times but I’m still struggling to find the themes I’m looking for. I’ve been searching for more hurt Spock fics lately and it’s been hard to come across them. I’d like to read some stories that focus on Spock being either injured, abused, ill, enslaved, captured and hurt, depressed, anything like that! I know this is rather vague but I’m not picky! I’ve read some really good ones and I know they’re out there, it’s just a matter of finding them! Hopefully you can recommend some for me.

It’s a bonus if you can find some where Jim is protective over Spock, does anything he can to save him, or takes care of him in the process. Or even Jim just being dominant while Spock is fairly submissive. My favorites are Spirk but I also don’t mind McCoy being the one to help Spock. Spones is perfectly accpetable! I’d prefer Abrams Universe but that’s not a requirement! Thank you so much in advance and I appreciate anyone who takes the time to rec stories. Anything that you feel is remotely close to the themes is welcomed! 

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[newaunty.livejournal.com]

I've a feeling you've posted this request before, so I've probably already recced all these to you, anyway:

AconitumNapellus (http://archiveofourown.org/users/AconitumNapellus/pseuds/AconitumNapellus/works?fandom_id=1464&page=3) writes a lot of hurt Spock, notably Taken, Found, A Sky of Stars, Endurance, And I am also Quite Blind, Postmortem, And War's a Bloody Game, The Labyrinth, and Eclipse (and it's two sequels).

By the same author, posting under the name WolfsBane, is The Darkartian Penance (http://fannation.shades-of-moonlight.com/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1626&ageconsent=ok&warning=9). You need to register to the site to view it, but it's worth the effort, it's the best hurt!Spock I've ever read.

Comfort Food (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3551&warning=2) by TDazz is excellent, and it's sequel, Intimate Knowledge are great. Winter's Roar and Raison d'être are also good.

Take Refuge in What You Know (http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=1670&warning=1) by the absolutely excellent Corpus Invictus has Spock suffering from agoraphobia, extremely well written.

Spirits That Just Wouldn't Seem To Be Made of Glass (http://thelilytriad.livejournal.com/2893.html) by thelilytriad has Spock suffering from suicidal depression - honestly, I haven't read this one for a while, and I don't really remember it that well.

That No one Dare Expose (http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=111) by Tydonin is a group of four stories, all detailing Spock's struggle with suicidal depression over the course of some years. These are quite good.

Mayday, My Darling (https://archiveofourown.org/works/3935122) by sinestrated, isn't about mental illness as such, but about Spock succumbing to drug addiction, and it's incredibly realistic and powerfully written.

How We Operate (https://missbamf.wordpress.com) by missbamf. She had another fic that detailed Spock being wrongfully imprisoned, but it seems to have disappeared, and I can't for the life of me remember the title just now.

Marauder (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4777805/chapters/10929362) by KaraStorm has some hurtnSpock, as does her series Colony War, but it's more diffuse and personal angst than physical hurt.

[kinetickeyboard.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for these!

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All star trek fics by mattmetzger (https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1794102/mattmetzger)