non specific request for self harming!spock

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As a cruel, cruel person I love hurt!spock fics to death. Those fics alone are harder to find than others, but that's not exactly my request.

I have never, not in my whole entire time of reading Star Trek fanfics, have found a self harming Spock one. Not one, nada. I was hoping that if someone has dug deep into the abyss enough to find one, they could link it.

I'll take whatever I can get, and please post whatever self harm Spock fics you find, although slash/gen is preferred because I've never quite liked Spock/Uhura together. (Nothing against the ship, I believe they do have chemistry, but not my cup of tea.)

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[newaunty.livejournal.com]

Preparations (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3909&warning=2) by Tydomin
Through the Good Times and the Bad (http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3334&warning=2) by Tydomin

As you will see, these are the first & last in a four part series. I personally found the second, main story, to be long and dreary, but you may enjoy it. Either way, I think these two may be what you're looking for.

Mayday, My Darling (https://archiveofourown.org/works/3935122) by sinestrated, isn't about self harm, but about Spock succumbing to drug addiction, and it's incredibly realistic and powerfully written. I don't know if it will interest you or not.

I've also read one about Spock with trichotillomania, or obsessively pulling his own hair out, and a very good one about him having an eating disorder - I can try to find them if you're interested?

EDIT Found them:

Like a Wildfire Burning (http://archiveofourown.org/works/4508754) by WerewolvesAreReal
That Glorious World Above the Stars (http://archiveofourown.org/works/5773546) by Mister_Spock

[ticktockspock.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for the effort to give me these AMAZING bunch of stories. I just read the last 3 and I'm honestly so amazed that I have lived a content life without reading them. I have been emotionally destroyed by the utter pain I feel for poor Spock, but in a good way bc damn that's good writing.

It was also quite interesting seeing three different ways someone can harm themselves, as self harm is typically known as only one form. Once again, all very nice stories that really make you think more about these subjects and want to learn more and become more educated.

basically thank u holy shit