Jim/spock fanciction

[mja2404.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a fanfic where kirk tells spock about his feelings towards him but spock rejects him. Spock says that it is because of jim's inability to be in a commited relarionship and kirk is very hurt because of it. He starts talking/thinking (i don't remember) that spock thinks of him as of a whore because he had many lovers and generally has a breakdown. I don't remember much of what happened after that but i think that they finally ended up together

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[shinidraco.livejournal.com]

That sounds like How High the Moon maybe?

https://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2821&warning=1

[(Anonymous)]

That's not the one I was looking for, but it was still a good story to read so thanks!

[quiltdiva.livejournal.com]

That sounds like I Bleed When I Fall Down by IvanW on AO3.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4333593/chapters/16872877?view_adult=true

The link is to the last chapter. :)

[(Anonymous)]

This is the one! I managed to find it by myself but still thank you very much!