Searching a specific K/S fic
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startrekficfinderI already searched on google, but nothing came up.
I remember that K/S were together when Kirk was raped by an alien (maybe an ambassador or something). Everyone thinks he cheated on Spock, so after some time he leaves the enterprise and I think Starfleet too (not sure about that one).
Turns out he got an illness from the alien and now has something like leukemia, he could be treated, but he already gave up on life. A doctor then talks to Spock!Prime, who gets Kirk to allow the treatment. After that, I'm not sure why, the Enterprise comes back to earth and Spock lives with Jim for some reason and he sees how weak Jim still is. I know that they come back together and I think I remember that Jim has to take hypos, because of the aftermath of his treatment.
Please help, I would love to read it again.
Update: I found it, it's Agony by CMM on ksarchive.
I remember that K/S were together when Kirk was raped by an alien (maybe an ambassador or something). Everyone thinks he cheated on Spock, so after some time he leaves the enterprise and I think Starfleet too (not sure about that one).
Turns out he got an illness from the alien and now has something like leukemia, he could be treated, but he already gave up on life. A doctor then talks to Spock!Prime, who gets Kirk to allow the treatment. After that, I'm not sure why, the Enterprise comes back to earth and Spock lives with Jim for some reason and he sees how weak Jim still is. I know that they come back together and I think I remember that Jim has to take hypos, because of the aftermath of his treatment.
Please help, I would love to read it again.
Update: I found it, it's Agony by CMM on ksarchive.
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Date: 2017-10-27 10:36 am (UTC)no subject
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