Insecurity and virgin!Jim

[cptnstag-xo-doe.livejournal.com]

For the last couple of days I've been craving some K/S stories where Jim is insecure about Spock wanting him, or hiding something from Spock for the sake of keeping him. I have also discovered a new love of bottom!Jim (particularly where he' s a virgin with men) and would love a some recs for that.
Bonus: If it has something to do with how Jim thinks Spock will find him disgusting if he finds out (kyliselle' s Baseball,series comes to mind, when he was debating eating because Gary Mitchell had told him it was obvious he had an eating disorder and people would think it was wrong.)

Kirk/McCoy fic

[hromo1956.livejournal.com]

I only have a small scene from the fic but I am hoping someone can help. It is near the end of the missions and Kirk emails Bones about not having his papers to re-up and Bones attaches a job offer on earth and sends it back. Kirk replies saying good luck and that the stars won't be the same without him. I think they are in a relationship but not getting along and this is Bones way of breaking up?

Faery fics

[hromo1956.livejournal.com]

Another request to you awesome people. Does anyone know where I can get a copy of the stories in the Faery verse by agarwaenloth?

Kirk/Mccoy fic search

[oxo-katty-oxo.livejournal.com]

I was wondering if anyone can remember this fic that I read ages ago. All that I can remember is that it was Kirk/Mccoy and the part of the story i remember is Jim and Bones are dating and go back to Jim's family house (i think) for the holidays and Bones goes outside and falls through the ice on the frozen over lake/pond thing. Jim ends up being able to pull him out and bring him inside. Not much of a description but it's all i remember, hopefully someone knows this fic. Thanks :)