Crying!/Pining!/Hurt!Spock recs? (K/S pairing)

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I'm having this immense need for fics in which:

- Spock is crying
or
- Spock likes Kirk but keep quiet about it and even supporting Kirk to hook up with any one he likes because he thinks Kirk would never likes him back.
or
- They are already in a relationship but Spock held himself back and didn't tell Kirk that he's in love with the captain already because he thought Kirk just in it for fun (and he was at FIRST) and it would be better to have what little Kirk offers him than none at all.
or
- Hurt!Spock.. and Protective-As-HELL!Kirk..
or
- Kirk calling Spock 'Baby' and/or 'Sweetheart' and/or 'Honey'
or
- ...... Raped!Hurt!Spock and Protective!Angry!Kirk (??)
or
- Kirk accidentally (??) cheated on Spock and Spock found out and now Kirk got to win Spock back and earn his trust..
or
- Insecure!Spock
or
- Spock resigned/runs away (maybe they argue.. or Spock thinks he will hurt Kirk if he stays on)and Kirk go after him and refused to let him go


I really really really want protective!Kirk fics.. ;__;

And insecure!Spock is <3

I like angst angst ANGST fic but with the happiest fluffiest ending~

Reboot universe preferred but a mix would be fine as well.. I always imagine them to be nu!universe anyway..

Could be any rating at all but if NC17, preferably bottom!Spock..

EDIT: I have recs of my own too:
kianspo @AO3
mattmetzger @FFN


Thank you so much for any help given.. :)