Crying!/Pining!/Hurt!Spock recs? (K/S pairing)

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I'm having this immense need for fics in which:

- Spock is crying
or
- Spock likes Kirk but keep quiet about it and even supporting Kirk to hook up with any one he likes because he thinks Kirk would never likes him back.
or
- They are already in a relationship but Spock held himself back and didn't tell Kirk that he's in love with the captain already because he thought Kirk just in it for fun (and he was at FIRST) and it would be better to have what little Kirk offers him than none at all.
or
- Hurt!Spock.. and Protective-As-HELL!Kirk..
or
- Kirk calling Spock 'Baby' and/or 'Sweetheart' and/or 'Honey'
or
- ...... Raped!Hurt!Spock and Protective!Angry!Kirk (??)
or
- Kirk accidentally (??) cheated on Spock and Spock found out and now Kirk got to win Spock back and earn his trust..
or
- Insecure!Spock
or
- Spock resigned/runs away (maybe they argue.. or Spock thinks he will hurt Kirk if he stays on)and Kirk go after him and refused to let him go


I really really really want protective!Kirk fics.. ;__;

And insecure!Spock is <3

I like angst angst ANGST fic but with the happiest fluffiest ending~

Reboot universe preferred but a mix would be fine as well.. I always imagine them to be nu!universe anyway..

Could be any rating at all but if NC17, preferably bottom!Spock..

EDIT: I have recs of my own too:
kianspo @AO3
mattmetzger @FFN


Thank you so much for any help given.. :)

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

sorry can't fulfill your request because i'm looking for exactly the same things.

just want to say you are the other me in the world, or the other way around. shaking hands

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Gah! Me too damn it -.- Is there a community for bottom!spock?

[(Anonymous)]

Here are some I know... hope u enjoy them :)
(In my opinion, the best website for these h/c Spirk fics is the ksarchive.com)

http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=4968&warning=1
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=5188
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=7
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=12
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=175
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=111
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=44
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2935
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2563
http://ksarchive.com/viewuser.php?uid=1043
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=688
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3696&warning=2
http://ksarchive.com/viewseries.php?seriesid=170
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=3413&warning=1

[(Anonymous)]

This is probably the best Spock h/c story I've come across, wonderfully in character too, the Darkartian Penance.

http://fannation.shades-of-moonlight.com/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1626&ageconsent=ok&warning=9

Also several by the same author, under a different name - Aconitum Napellus:

https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1647571/

The best of these (for h/c) would be Found, Taken, Postmortem & Eclipse, but there are others and all are good. She "specialises" in Spock h/c, and in blindness fics, and she posts on several different sites, although Darkartian Penance is only on Fannation. I gather she's a professional author, and the standard of writing is excellent.


Take Refuge in What You Know, an AU by Corpus Invictus

http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=1670&warning=1

[(Anonymous)]

I might be a little late, but there is amazing story being written right now...probably the best hurt!spock story i've read. It's about Spock getting framed for murder and getting sentenced to life in a penal colony. the writer tells it from both POV's and damn...it hurts my chest when I read it. This story has got a fuck ton of angst, there is a raped!spock, and very very protective Kirk. It's in the reboot verse, which is awesome...but, it is a WIP; however, she updates pretty regularly, and it's already 150k so...theres a bit there already.

here is the ao3 link

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1442989 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1442989)

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1442989

I'm not sure if those work, but it's called Closing Walls and Ticking Clocks by missBAMF

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Thanks!! XD

[(Anonymous)]

no problem! I hope you like it! She just updated so I'm off to read the next chapter!!

[(Anonymous)]

I loved loved loved this fic but MissBAMF seems to have removed this and How We Operate from AO3, does anyone know if she has reposted somewhere? :(

[(Anonymous)]

Nevermind. Found her Tumblr:)

[(Anonymous)]

Feel like sending me the link to that tumblr friend bc while I've found How We Operate np, Closing Walls and Ticking Clocks still eludes me

[(Anonymous)]

Concerning the abused!raped!bottom!Spock trope - here is a well written fic which includes it. It handles the delicate subject of rape very well and with respect. It's mirror verse thought.


Traitor's son by Raven Knight

Summary:

The Terran Empire responds to a planetary distress signal from Vulcan. Their goal is not to aid, but to enslave the survivors. Captain Pike’s capture leaves his young first officer, James T. Kirk, in command of the ISS Enterprise. As the surviving Vulcans are subdued, one of them catches Kirk’s interest. In that moment, everything changes, and the destiny of the Empire is forever altered.

Link:

http://www.ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=2923&warning=1

[(Anonymous)]

Not sure if anybody's mentioned this or if youre still interested but theres this pretty long story that pretty much covers most of what you've specified.
How we operate by missbamf
http://ksarchive.com/viewstory.php?sid=6634&warning=1

Its not finished but the chapters are all about 10k words and up. Its one of the best fics ive ever read so i hope you like it.
Ark 1 is finished but Ark 2 isnt.

[(Anonymous)]

I know this is a super late comment but read Atlas by distractedKat. Found it on ao3 and it blew my mind. It has everything - genius Kirk, protective Spock, amazing crew, all the most in character I've read in a fic. Plot is excellent and well written.

Link here: Atlas (http://archiveofourown.org/works/652116) (135529 words) by distractedKat (http://archiveofourown.org/users/distractedKat)
Chapters: 25/25
Fandom: Star Trek (http://archiveofourown.org/tags/Star%20Trek), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) (http://archiveofourown.org/tags/Star%20Trek:%20Alternate%20Original%20Series%20(Movies))
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock
Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock, Leonard McCoy, Bones - Character, Hikaru Sulu, Pavel Chekov, Nyota Uhura, Montgomery "Scotty" Scott, Christopher Pike, Vulcans - Character, Original Characters, Original Vulcan characters, Cupcake (Star Trek)
Additional Tags: Post Movie, Vulcans, Genius!Kirk, Genius!Spock, Awesome!Crew, Protective!Spock, Novel, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Humor, Angst and Humor, Mind Meld
Summary:

Between what was and what will be stands James Tiberius Kirk, in all his fractured patchwork glory. Because saving the Federation was only the beginning.

 

A novel-length continuation of the 2009 movie told in four parts. Cross-posted from FFN.

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Thanks everyone for the recs..~!! XD