Spirk Bond-Breaking/Kolinahr

I'm looking for a fic that I believe was rather long, but I don't remember most of the story. The bit that sticks out to me is that Kirk and Spock were bonded at some point, but Spock went off to pursue Kolinahr and Jim goes back to Iowa. Jim can feel Spock trying to break the bond during his studies, and gets headaches. At one point, Spock tries so hard that the resulting headache/migraine knocks Jim unconscious -- while using a comm panel or replicator (or somesuch). Bones shows up around/after that point, and then Spock eventually shows up because Jim held on so tightly to the bond that Kolinahr couldn't break it and Spock realized he really did love Jim (again, or somesuch) and the end was all happy-lovey-dovey.

Star Trek searching for a Fic

Hello :)
Im looking for a Star Trek Fic where Bones and Spock are in a relationship. Jim is hurt but doesnt want to be because he is happy for his friends. Then they are on a new planet and the people there have a festival of some sort where every member if the landing crew gets dressed in 3 different colours that represent who they are (like Guide, Protector?).At some point Jim takes a walk and hurts his feet. Later he is in a relatioship with Bones and spock who gave him some sort of necklace in gold (i think bones got one in silver) .

It would be wonderful if someone would recognize wich one this is. Thanks

Underestimated jim

Hi! Do you know any good fics with underestimated Jim? Maybe something where people think he is an idiot when in reality he is veeery intelligent? Or they think he sleeps around all the time and he doesn't? I would prefer if it was either m/m or without pairing (i've already read the 'Ingenious Idiot' on Ao3)

Looking for Long Hurt!Spock fics

Hello everyone, I am new to this. So pardon me if I make mistakes. I have combed the internet over the last few months for long (like really long 50k-800k) stories revolving around Spock, particularly if he is hurt/injured/sick/depressed/abused (I'll take anything. Explicit violence and sexual content do not bother me.) So if you have any recs, I'd be grateful if you could share them here.

Also since I love angsty Spock centric fics, I started writing one too. If you are interested, check it out. It is called 'Finding Spock'. This is the link on AO3: http://archiveofourown.org/works/9820079/chapters/22049192

STID fics with injured Spock request

Hi all,
I'm looking for any fics set during/after Star Trek Into Darkness that deal with the injuries Spock must have had after Khan tries to crush his skull. I'm looking for fics that deal with Bones discover and treating the injuries. Particularly a sucker for any fics that mention head/skull injuries specifically.
On a related request, I would love recs for any fics, AOS or original verse, where Bones has to perform surgery on Spock, particularly where it's a complicated procedure.
Thanks!

Specific Torture Kirk Fic

Hey y'all. I am trying to find a fic that I read a long long time ago and now can not find it for the life of me. I know I read it on fanfiction.net, but if someone can find it on other platforms I will take that.

It has been a few years so the details are a little sketchy. I remember there was definite Bones/Kirk tones, although I can't remember if it was shipping or just all the friendship. It wasn't an excessively long fic, it was stand alone, not a part of a big story. Basics is that Kirk was being tortured by an alien race. I think he was in a glass tube or something and they were giving him a drug that made him see all the bridge crew die in front of him and all he could do was pound on the glass.

Potentially the same fic or a different one, same idea in that aliens made him see his crew die in front of him, but I am remembering (maybe) a scene in which they are all on the bridge and either the drug thing happens then or they replay/etc. their deaths and Bones has to grab Kirk to make him realize it is not true while the rest of the bridge watches (with surprise?)

Any help is appreciated, thanks so much!

Specific hurt!spock fic and general hurt!spock too

Hi !

I'm looking for a story where Spock makes a mistake ans thinks he's supposed to give Kirk a blow job to apologize since one of his teachers a the academy taught him that was what he was supposed to do. Kirk and McCoy get very angry and Spock thinks he's done something wrong.

I'd also love any rec with that kind of situations where Kirk and/or McCoy (or even Pike) get very protective of Spock and Spock seems vulnerable in some way.

Thank you so much and please forgive my english !

Looking for Hurt!Spock

Hello!

I’ve used ST-ficfinder a handful of times but I’m still struggling to find the themes I’m looking for. I’ve been searching for more hurt Spock fics lately and it’s been hard to come across them. I’d like to read some stories that focus on Spock being either injured, abused, ill, enslaved, captured and hurt, depressed, anything like that! I know this is rather vague but I’m not picky! I’ve read some really good ones and I know they’re out there, it’s just a matter of finding them! Hopefully you can recommend some for me.

It’s a bonus if you can find some where Jim is protective over Spock, does anything he can to save him, or takes care of him in the process. Or even Jim just being dominant while Spock is fairly submissive. My favorites are Spirk but I also don’t mind McCoy being the one to help Spock. Spones is perfectly accpetable! I’d prefer Abrams Universe but that’s not a requirement! Thank you so much in advance and I appreciate anyone who takes the time to rec stories. Anything that you feel is remotely close to the themes is welcomed! 

Kirk/McCoy, one specific and a couple general fic searches

Hi,
I'm looking for a specific Bones and Jim story set during the Academy era, where Jim is being abused by an instructor or something, and Bones is the one who eventually figures it out and helps Jim, and great personal/professional risk I think. I'm pretty sure they weren't close friends yet, and this is how they became close.
I'm looking for three types of fics in general as well:
1. Any Bones/Jim slash or friendship fics where Jim is severely injured or ill, and has a very long recovery under Bones care.
2. Any fics where Jim is disabled or has a chronic illness/condition of some kind.
3. Any stories that show Bones' prowess as a surgeon, either performing triage or surgery, particularly if it's on Jim or Spock.
Thanks!!!

Isolated/Lonely Spock

So I have a sudden craving for fics dealing with Spock's sense of isolation, whether loneliness, xenophobia, misunderstandings, whatever. Even better if somehow tied into the massive loss of bonds in the Vulcan disaster. TOS/AOS both loved! Or AUs. Bullying, hurt, exclusions, feeling of being an outsider, anything and everything and more. Any or no pairing is fine, but Kirk/Spock is preferred. Any ideas?

Thanks, lovelies <3

Two specific/one general McKirk requests

Hi,
I'm looking for two specific Kirk/McCoy NuTrek fics:
1. An AU where Bones is a Vampire, and Jim is a latent Fae I think. I remember it's unusual that Jim has no apparent magic, and Pike(who is married to number one?) wants Bones to bond with Jim to protect him. There's a couple scenes in a bar, with Bones being protective, and eventually Jim's magic manifests somehow. I remember Jim is some kind of cop and Chekov is really small-like Jimmy Cricket?-and his partner or something.
2. A lot more vague, but Bones hasn't seen Joanna in years, and either after the Narada or during a holiday Jim surprises Bones with seeing his daughter again. I remember it was a scene at the end of a quite long fic, and Joanna runs down a corridor towards Bones or something.
Also, more generally I was looking for Kirk/McCoy fics where:
3. Jim has some kind of long term disability or illness, or is just really badly injured, and Bones acts in a caretaker/Doctor role. Basically, I'm looking for fics where Jim is in need of some form of handson/constant-ish medical care and Bones is the one providing it. AUs, post STID, Slash, Non-slash, anything is good.
Thanks!!

Lost Kirk-Centric Whump Fic

I'm new here, so I hope I'm posting this right. I forgot the name of a really fantastic fic and I hope you guys can help me.

In the fic Kirk and the bridge crew got captured and Kirk gets tortured. Kirk plans out how they will escape and keeps their captors occupied while strung up. I think he communicates with his crew via some sort of telepathy, but I might be confusing two fics. I know that the crew were separated into different cells and with force-fields or something and a lot of the fic focused on Spock's concern for Kirk. That being said, I'm pretty sure it was gen. Also, near the end the captors drug Kirk with a truth serum and McCoy says that fighting the truth serum nearly caused him brain damage/killed him. I think they were a lot of really great concerned!crew moments and people being impressed with Kirk's intelligence.

I remember it being really awesome and kinda similar to Make it Home by DeepBlueSomewhere.
If anyone can help me out that'd be great!! Also, if you know of anything similar feel free to mentioned it 'cuz I like these sorts of fics.

A list. Found!!

I'm looking for a fic where Spock makes a play for Jim by using a checklist to name his good points. I'm not sure but I think Bones talks to Jim about it and they end up getting together.
Does anyone remember the name or author? It was really good and I didn't bookmark it, darn it!
Thanks in advance.

Kirk/Spock, Kirk/Bones or Kirk/Spock/Bones and hurt!Jim

Any good stories where Jim is hurt. Sexual/Physical/Mental, I don't care.

Any stories where Jim is in an abusive relationship

Any good AU stories, but the couples above are the only ones I'll read

And good stories where someone cheats on Jim. Everyone always has him cheating, but I want it to be the other person

Thanks!

Kirks Stalker Ex Trades Planet for Kirk

Hi, I read this fanfiction back in 2009/2010 and it was the first fanfiction I read for Star Trek. It hooked me on the Kirk/Spock relationship. I think it was a WIP on fanfiction.net. It was about Kirk and Spock starting to date but Kirk had to confess that he had a lot of baggage to Spock. He was mentored/dated this very rich and powerful man when Kirk was very young and Kirk had loved him. Kirk saw him kill a man/do a horrible thing and so Kirk left him and the guy never accepted the break up.

Starfleet is trying to negotiate with the powerfull ex-boyfriend because he owns a planet that is ideal for New Vulcan. He says he will give the planet to the vulcans if Kirk will come back to him. Then Kirk has a dilemma, save the Vulcans by whoring himself to a morally bankrupt man or damning the Vulcans and having his perfect relationship with Spock. Spock and Bone were desprately trying to convince Kirk not to go back to the ex-boyfriend who is like a big creepy stalker and find another way to help the vulcans.

It was beautifully written and I had it bookmarked but now that I have a new computer all of my bookmarks were lost. Thanks so much in advance, I've been looking for weeks but my googlefu has failed me.

STID-focused stories

Hey fellow Star Trek-Fans,

I need your help~

I am looking for stories which are focusing on a certain scene in STID. Mentioned scene is the one in which Bones tells Jim that his "vitals are way off".
Do such stories exist? I sincerely hope so *fingers crossed* ^_~

Thank you so much for your help in advance~ <3

Kirk/Uhura at the academy

Hello,

I am looking for a Kirk/Uhura story where Uhura shoves Kirk (or the girl he was flirting with) of a boat. Theres something about three days in the story as well.

I know this is a little vague but if you know of any stories similar to what I described, please let me know. Thank you.

Joanna McCoy Stories?

Hi,

I've been looking for a story I read a while ago, it involved Joanna, Bones, and Kirk. I remember the three of them were having a picnic outside, I think Joanna when to through something away and she was grabbed and pulled into a van or something. I remember Kirk getting on a motorcycle and going after them, I don't think he had any shoes on or something like that. Does this sound familiar to anyone? I can't remember if it was gen, or slash. Could have been mccoy/kirk but not sure.

Any help would be great!

McCoy centric fics

Bones is my favorite character, so I am looking for fics focusing on him (or told from his POV).

-Any Bones pairing welcome (not a fan of Kirk/Spock but K/S/M is a-okay).
-Whump (physical, mental, sexual abuse or illness) and angst is wonderful. Hurt/Comfort is my favorite genre. No character death though!
-Gen is welcome.
-AUs are cool as long as Bones centric (or in case of pairings, focused on Bones)!

Just your favorite McCoy fics.

Looking for a McCoy Prime fic

Hi all,
I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago over on ff.net. It was set in the NUtrek verse, where the Enterprise intercepted some kind of pirate craft or something that had a rather familiar prisoner-a version of Prime McCoy. Spock Prime ended up coming on board and shocking everybody in Sickbay when the greeted this other version of McCoy and they started arguing like an old married couple. I think McCoy Prime had a broken arm or something. Anyone? Also, any fics where the original/prime McCoy shows up in the Nuverse would be amazing : )